Continuity 2.3
As I write this today, what I want to share is that the changes brought about by Woody’s passing and my journey though the darkness is still on going. I am still making huge changes in my life and thought processes. I’m still working with Ophilia, and I am learning so much during each session of my continued work with her and my dreams. The changes I am experiencing are very real.
The rest of January was a blur. I did have two dreams during that period that I’d like to share.
These dreams happened on Jan 19th. The first one Dream Richard found himself walking into and out of a cave which was very dark. I wasn’t afraid and I was walking with purpose. If I can describe it, I was walking into a shark or whales’ mouth, moving past all these sharp teeth on both sides of me. Slabs of chicken were balanced on each tooth. I was picking up the slabs and feeding them to Faith, our remaining Great Dane. I felt no fear.
In the second dream I found myself in a landscape and I was building something. It was very satisfying, and I felt strong and that I was moving toward a goal.
I was planning a trip back to my friends’ home at Dillon beach and my dreams became reoccurring and left me unsettled. It was like I needed to return to Dillon and reground myself. I was ready for the trip.
The drive takes me about 4 hours, and getting through San Francisco can be harrowing at best, but I made it. My timing in being up there was absolutely magical.
It’s always foggy at night but the three days I was there we had clear skies, far away from the light pollution of any neighboring city. It was a totally different experience for me. I didn’t walk 8 miles but stayed within a mile or two of where I was staying. When I went down to the ocean the first morning, I found a giant stump and just sat on it, meditating. It was deep time for me. When I first saw it, I felt as if it was a giant cork keeping the genie in an enormous bottle, keeping out evil and sparing the world from it. I could feel a very strong connection between myself and the ocean.
It also happened to be the time of a 7-planet alignment. The usually cloudy
sky was crystal clear, and I went outside and stared at the stars. It was a very
profound moment. Most certainly I felt insignificant, but I felt like a part of all
of it; I felt connected to the mystery that we all long to know the answers too. I
didn’t come away with any answers. I went back inside, and I felt very
peaceful.
The next morning before sunrise, I stood outside in the cold, clear morning
that was approaching. I meditated on the dreams that I was having and the road that I was now on.